Executed task & controlled words

Executed task with the intended results has a strong undeniable power. The power that can thrash any future doubts of incapability and underperformance. A strong skill to finish the tasks coupled with well controlled words can keep one at the top of one's profession.

Love of work vs. Fear of failure - where i stand?

Let my concentration on a work be a concious decision out of love to execute the task than just because the otherwise consequences are dire.

Not yet maddeningly mad

I still do not have the absolute strength to take up a task and get dedicated to it till I say "job executed precisely the way it is planned". Though I am not completely farway, I am sure that i have not yet attained the maddening and stern desire to get lost in the task. A dedication that can create passion and mesmerize me. I am not far away. But the conclusion can be only one of the these: am I or am I not? Period.

Emptyness in me

Yes there is emptyness. I can feel it. It is frustrating. It is so frustrating to know that we are being played (even if by God). It is such a feeling of emptyness that I do not think we can withstand. But the sincere effort we put to make what we believe a reality is so satisfying.

The muses of the day.

Never to get lost in the day to day muses of this world. They are trap. They do not exist. Not even in heaven. Even the God has a system to answer the prayer. Even he has a waitlist.

Is what i talk genuine or just a blabbering?

At times i wonder, do i just talk like this or do i really have some stuff? like am i genuine while i talk. It's been i think 10yrs. from the moment i started to take analyzing, assessing and incorporating what i see in and around me. NO,NO, i am serious. i did it. But i also question myself am i just bluff? But i can feel the answer for this question. Yes, i can feel it. I can stop talking and start listening at any moment. When i said listening, i mean understanding the concept from other person's point of view. The speed with which i can do that is something really interesting for me. I do not say surprising because i do not if speed should be considered at all a parameter.

But you know what!, i am really happy with the way i did it. Life is living, understanding and dying. In Buddha's words.. There is a challenge, there is a response and there is a result, we die. To a great extent we can not eliminate challenge, but we can work to decide what kind of challenges we face. We respond definitely, as not responding also becomes a kind of response and whether we like it or not there is a result. And after some time of this cycle of repetition, we die.

I am sure the next phase of this life will be interesting. I am sure and i can see how it comes.

Rvi

Actions & thoughts on Action

At times, I think how stupid I am. I think about my action when the only thing that can done is act on my action thoughts.